JUNE OH JUNE!

JUNE BLOODY JUNE!!

This month is definitely insane..

between the high-pressure deadline,

the lack of time (or my poor time management, to be honest)

the non-cooperative team,

and my obsession over every teeny tiny detail,

I'm screwed!! Pretty much.

The only three things that stop me from using my sharp pair of scissors to stab someone are praying, THE 2010 WORLDCUP, and the fact that my handsome boyfriend is coming at the end of the month!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!

!!!$$###!!^##!

Have you ever woken up in the morning, all pissed off, wanted to bitch-slap and beat the crap out of someone for something they did in your dream??

Haha. I have. One too many times.

That sort of situation is usually followed by the shame of being stupid. *grin*

ketika Bokap gw kelilipan..

Eh, hari ini hari Sabtu, kan?? Hari penuh kebebasan buat gw.. Huhuhu.. Bebas ga mandi seharian (tapi sore2 biasanya 'terpaksa' mandi krn mau pergi..=p).. Bebas leyeh2 di kamar sambil ntn dvd/baca buku.. Bebas main sama peliharaan2 gw.. Dan yang paling penting, bebas balas dendam bangun siang bolong.. That's what I love the most about weekend..

Sayangnya hari Sabtu ini berbeda..

Pagi2 tadi, dikala gw sedang asik2nya berkelana di dunia mimpi.. Tiba2 gw kebangun gara2 di luar kamar gw berisik banget.. Suara Bokap gw bernada heboh ga tau ngomong sama siapa.. Nyokap gw nimpalin dikit2.. Duuuuhh.. Ada apa sih ini berisik bangettt.. Tutup kuping pake bantal, coba merem lagi.. Tiba2.. "Nisaaaaaaaaa.. Nisaaaaaaa.. Sini, Nis!!!", suara Bokap memanggil. Pengen pura2 ga denger sih tapi ntar dosa.. huehehe =p Bangun lah dari tempat tidur, kucek2 mata, buka pintu kamar, dengan mata kriyep2 nyamperin Bokap yang lagi duduk di sofa sama Nyokap..

Gw: "Iyaa.. kenapaa..?" Suara bantal mode : on.

Bokap: "Ini sini coba liatin nih di mata Aba' (panggilan buat bokap_red) ada apaan?? Kayak kelilipan kemasukan apa nihh.."

Gw: "Hmmmhh.. Iyaaa" Masih setengah merem.

Nyokap: "Gak tau tuh, tadi sih udah mama liatin ga ada apa2, Singgih (karyawan bokap) juga udah disuruh liatin kayaknya ga ada apa2 deh.."

Yasudah coba lah gw mengangkat2 kelopak mata kanan bokap mencari harta karun.. Huehehe... Ga ada apa2 sih, at least sepenglihatan mata gw yang jelas2 bukan dokter, apalagi dokter mata.

Gw: "Gak ada apa2, kok.."

Bokap: "Ah gak mungkin, coba liat lagi yang bener!"

Laahh.. Gimana ini.. Yaudah coba liat lagi.. Kali ini di teras belakang biar lebih terang di bawah sinar matahari.. Tetep gw ga liat apa2..

Gw: "Ga adaaa.. Coba dicuci aja pake cairan pembersih mata.. Biar kotorannya keluar.."

Bokap: "Oh gitu yaa.. "

Langsung heboh nyuruh Singgih buat ke apotek beli cairan pembersih mata.. Panik kayak mau diserang pasukan sekutu yang diboncengi oleh NICA.. (ok ga nyambung, tiba2 gw inget pelajaran sejarah SD =p) Sementara itu gw bersiap balik ke kamar ngelanjutin tidur.. Ehhh.. Bokap gw berisiiiiikkk bangeettt.. Mondar-mandir ke seluruh penjuru rumah sambil ngedumel2..

Bokap: "ini gak mungkin nih kalo ga ada apa2.. pasti kemasukan sesuatu.."

Nyokap: "iyaaa..makanya udah tunggu aja cairan pembersih matanya.."

Gw: "iyaaa.." Mengangguk2.

Bokap: "coba kamu liat lagi, Nis.. Coba disapu dalem kelopaknya pake cotton bud.." Nyodorin cotton bud.

Gw: "He??? pake cotton bud???"

Bokap: "Iya udah cepetan diusapin gitu ke dalemnya, nanti kan kotorannya keangkat!" dengan nada gak sabar.

Gw (dalem hati): "Buseettttt.. ngeri amaaatttt.." *menelan ludah"

Gw: "ga mau ahh, serem.. ntar malah kenapa2.. cotton bud kan ga steril.. lagian nanti malah luka.. udah tunggu Singgih aja bawa pembersih mata.."

Bokap: "ini gak papa sini pake cotton bud!" Maksa.

Gw: "ga ahh ga mau sereem.. " Terus duduk di sofa samping nyokap.

Gw (bisik2) : "Ih, Aba' rewel banget sih klo sakit dikit aja.. hebohh.."

Nyokap (bisik2): "Iya tuh emang.. Lebay.. Ngalah2in anak kecil ajaa.."

Lalu kami berdua cekikikan..=p Sementara itu bokap masih panik mondar mandir sambil ngomel2 tentang matanya.. Kali ini sambil ngoceh2 kenapa si Singgih lama banget ga dateng2, padahal mah perginya juga baruuuu aja. Buset deh..

Akhirnya bokap gw ga sabar nunggu Singgih.

Bokap: "ayo anterin Aba' ke dokter mata!! Buruan!!!"

Gw: "Yaudah ayo.."

Langsung ke kamar mandi, cuci muka, gosok gigi, boro2 mandi..bisa2 kamar mandi gw di bom sama bokap gara2 dia ga sabar.. huehehhe..

Langsung cabcusss ke Jakarta Timur Eye Center di deket rumah gw.. Sepanjang jalan yang paling cuma brapa menit aja tuh baweeeel bgt bokap gw. Uring2an gitu. Pas nyampe parkiran RS nya penuh bgt, bokap ngomel2 lagi. Akhirnya dia turun duluan sementara gw cari parkir (yg mana akhirnya gw kena omel lagi krn katanya parkirnya kejauhan.. duhh.. nasiiibb nasiiibb.. emang RS nya punya gw apa gw boleh parkir seenaknya!?)

Hmmm.. Hasil dari ke dokter itu adalah mata bokap gw kemasukan kotoran doang, jadi cuman dibersihin aja n dikasih obat tetes mata gitu.. See, biasa aja kannn?? Padahal doi hebohnya udah kayak kebakaran jenggot.. Ckckckckck..

Dari RS, pulang ke rumah lewat jalan tikus biar lebih cepet, emang sih banyak polisi tidurnya.. Tp gw juga nyetir pelan2 aja gak begajulan.. Tiba2 kena lagi gw ama bokap yg lg rewel.

Bokap : "ah, cuma sebentar aja disetirin kamu Aba' udah mual gini.."

Gw : *SIGH* Dalem hati, "buseeettt.. kena lagiiiii.. perasaan dari sekian banyak nya orang yg gw setirin lwt jalan ini baik2 ajaaa.. sabaaarr.. sabaaaarr... he's in a crappy mood.. fiuhh.."

Sampe rumah bokap lgsg msk kamar terus tidur, capek kali ngomel2 dari pagi.. Huehehhe.. =p Nyokap langsung nyamperin gw dan berkasak-kusuk.

Nyokap: "sakit apa kata dokter mata nya??"

Gw: "cuma kemasukan kotoran doang.."

Nyokap: "tuh kannn.. gitu aja hebohnyaaaaa.." Geleng2 kepala.

Huahhh..rusak sudah kenikmatan tidur gw di sabtu pagi yang cerah gara2 bokap yang klo sakit dikiiiiiit aja hebohnya ampun2an.. Siapa yang nyangka kan klo liat sosok bokap gw yang badannya gede, tampak berwibawa (cenderung serem kadang2.. =p hehehe).. Ternyata mata kelilipan doang rewelnya kayak anak kecil.. Huhuhuhu..

sleeping beauty

Well.. well.. well..












it looks like somebody's getting a little too comfortable on my bed.. ;)

Sleep tight, baby.. Don't pee..

sakit =,(

Hari ini tepar sajaaaaa di rumah. Hiks. Penyebabnya adalah hal2 di bawah ini:

• First day of my period, yang seperti biasa "dimeriahkan" dengan cramp super duper dahsyat bikin gw guling2an di tempat tidur seharian. Posisi kayak gimanapun salaaaaah aja bawaannya. Gw iriiiiiiiiii sama cw2 yang nyantai2 aja klo lagi having period!!! Period gw hampir selalu diramaikan dengan cramp yang gila2an sampe suka ga bisa ngapa2in gitu.. Dokter gw sih nyaranin untuk check ke spesialis obsgyn.. Tapi gw takuuuuuuutt.. Huhuhu..
• Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Beuhhh. Nyiksa bangeeeeetttt rasanyaaaaaaaaaaaa!! :(
• Fever. Last time I got checked, it was 39.5 degree Celcius.

Sudah minum 3 macam obat plus satu vitamin. So far sudah mendingan walaupun masih menunggu obatnya bekerja penuh (come on, hurry please!!!). Maunya sih tidur biar sakitnya ga terasa. Tapiiiii, seharian ini udah tidur LUMAYAN banyak, jadi sekarang ga ngantuk sama skali.. :,(

Hmm..

Get well soon, Me!!!

panic! is my middle name..

Right now I'm working on my ass.. whoops.. I mean my final ASSignment for my Media Planning subject.. And I'm stuck.. So here I am..blogging.. hehehehe.. The deadline is tomorrow morning, by the way.. But what the hell.. What's wrong with all those lecturers who think of us as the real media planner.. Hellooo.. We're not.. We're just some 4th-year undergraduate students who've been working our asses off to graduate as soon as possible.. Please don't hold us back.. Please, Sir..and Ma'am..

Ughhhh.. GOD.. My Merciful GOD.. Please please please let me graduate this year.. Hopefully next semester... *crossing my fingers*.. And also let me pass the "kapita selekta komunikasi" subject which final exam last tuesday was my worst exam ever.. Hiks.. Uhhhm GOD, do I ask for too much?

today is the day...

hmmm... today is absolutely the day.. i don't even know where to start.. well, let's just say that i'd been earthbound for quite a long time.. and now.. i'm officially spreading my wings to fly and soar above the sky.. above all my fears.. above all my nightmares..

i guess you don't get what i'm talking about, do you? hehehe.. sorry.. it's just too hard to express how i feel when all of the sudden i'm back up on cloud #nine.. *wink*

i said i was happy..but i lied.. i was much more than happy.. and i am much much much more than happy now..

hmmm... eventhough i've got cold and terrible headache.. eventhough i've only slept for 2 hours.. eventhough i've got tons of readings to catch up.. eventhough my assignments are waiting to be finished.. but i can't feel bad at all today.. happiness is without a doubt the only thing on my mind..

i'm feeling like posting a lyric here for someone tonight..


GOODNIGHT MY SOMEONE (Shirley Jones)

Goodnight, my someone, goodnight, my love.
Sleep tight, my someone, sleep tight, my love.
Our star is shining its brightest light,
For goodnight, my love, for goodnight.

Sweet dreams be yours, dear, if dreams there be
Sweet dreams to carry you close to me.
I wish they may and I wish they might.
Now goodnight, my someone, goodnight.

True love can be whispered from heart to heart,
When lovers are parted they say.
But I must depend on a wish and a star
As long as my heart doesn't know who you are.

Sweet dreams be yours, dear, if dreams there be
Sweet dreams to carry you close to me.
I wish they may and I wish they might.
Now goodnight, my someone, goodnight.

Goodnight! Goodnight!

well.. goodnight to you all..

me... being girl.. o^_^o

Here I am.. posting again.. huhuhuh.. I know I've been pretty moody with this blog thingy.. Anyway, I'm home now.. Just got back from bandung half an hour ago..

Yesterday I went to nangor to do my media research assignment which has to be collected this morning.. I spent very long and depressing hours doing that damn assignment I almost cried out loud.. I was so happy when I finally finished it..

After that.. eventhough I was exhausted, yet I still couldn't manage myself to get into bed.. So I reached my cell phone and called Uty.. We chatted for over an hour.. After I hung up with uty.. I tried to call Shinta.. But she didn't pick up.. I guessed she'd been asleep.. But then she called me.. She said she'd fallen asleep but my call woke her up.. And then the whole "girls talk" ritual started again.. I looked at the clock when I finally hung up the phone.. It was almost 2 in the morning! hehehehe.. I spent hours talking on the phone with them but sure it didn't feel that long at all..

Talking with my girls is nothing but fun.. fun.. fun.. We tell each other everything.. We share stories..gossips..anything.. We laugh.. sometimes hysterically.. hehehe.. It's always been fun.. I haven't spent much time with my girls lately.. So at least I try to catch up by phone.. Hopefully after final exam, few weeks from now, we can manage some time to hang out together.. I kinda miss them..

Especially for Diyan, Shinta, Uty, Uwhie, Tiwi, and Ita.. If you read this post, babes.. I'm really looking forward to spending some quality time together with you all.. It's sad we can't celebrate new year together as we planned before.. Anyway, hope you all have a very happy new year.. Love you..

Hmm.. I guess that's all for now.. I'll post again soon.. Hopefully before this year really ends.. Ciao!

me.. and my so-damn-sexy voice...

woke up this morning with this kinda voice.. hiks.. yeah, i've got flue.. and it's not like i don't know how i get that.. the weather's been awful lately.. very sunny and dry in the day and then non-stop heavy rain in the night.. there are so many people i know who're getting sick from this kinda weather..

for those whose voices sound just as sexy as mine.. for those who sneeze.. for those who've got red noses.. i send you my biggest simphaty.. heheheh.. GET WELL SOON!!!!

me.. on a high..

huahhhh... i'm so happy!!! finally i have internet connection in my room.. no need to spend hours in warnet again.. hihihii..

this morning, Andin, Ida, and I, went to SMUN 5 Bandung to do some research for our Media Literacy Project.. While waiting for the principal, we wandered around the school.. The building's so amazing.. with its antiquated architectures.. such as very high ceiling, huge windows and doors, etc.. my friends actually found the atmosphere's a bit creepy.. hehehe.. but since i've got huge interest in old buildings, i didn't sense anything wrong.. huahh.. i love the school.. the building.. the atmosphere..

and suddenly i miss being high school student.. i had such a great time back in high school.. made great friends also.. if only i could turn back time just for a day.. i'd come back to one of those days.. just to smile again and then freeze the memories forever..

missing my high school buddies rite now.. missing esti, pipiet, lani, shita, alfred, jack, magma, ichad, dhechan, dewi, dwita, arina, nophe, adhek, and everybody whose face and story stays inside my head.. under the big chapter of High School Memory...

me... singing the same song over and over..

Couple days ago, i was at my friend’s car when he suddenly turned up the volume of the mp3 player and started to sing along.. I’d never heard the song before.. After following a line or two.. I started to laugh out loud.. It’s one of the songs from Pop Circus (the latest album from Project Pop) entitled Ngancem.. Since it’s Project Pop’s, I guess it’s supposed to be funny.. But this one, I found the lyric was so hilarious.. My friend kept repeating the song over and over.. and I just couldn’t stop laughing...

I’m posting the lyric here so you could picture it, though you’ve still got to hear the song your self... You might not find it that funny.. But I don’t know.. for me and my friend that night on the car all the way to Bandung (escaping the black out in this middle of nowhere called Jatinangor), the song was very funny.. Uhmm.. Probably because we associated it with one little story we’re kinda familliar with.. Hehehehehe.. Again, I don’t know..

Ngancem - Project Pop

kalau nanti kau jadi pacar temanku

hati-hati dengan kupingku

jika sampai ku dengar kamu selingkuh

hindari jumpa denganku

kalau nanti kau jadi pacar temanku

hati-hati dengan mataku ya

jika sampai ku lihat wajahnya murung

kupanggil orang sekampung

***aku sudah lebih dahulu coba jadi pacarnya

tapi ku ditolak melulu

cuma bisa jadi sahabatnya

kalau nanti kau jadi pacar temanku

hati-hati jaga dirinya

dia terluka

kau pasti merana

kalau nanti kau jadi pacar temanku

hati-hati dengan hidungku

jika sampai ku cium hidung belangmu

ku belahkan hidung aslimu

jika nanti temanku jadi pacarmu

hati-hati dengan matanya

kalau sampai dia nangis karna ulahmu

ku cukur sebelah alismu

jika kau bosan jadi pacar temanku

jangan coba kau buang dirinya

kembalikan dia kepadaku

kembalikan dia kepadaku

kembalikan dia kepadaku

Hmm... it still makes me laugh every single time..

Yesterday, after a very exciting class about Semiotics, I spent long hours doing the “take home” exam with my friends. And right when I felt I was about to explode, my friend Danan called (he’s the friend i’ve mentioned before at the beginning of this post__see..I write down your name on my blog.. ), he said he was bored to death and then we decided to go to Bandung.

First we thought we’d grab a fine dinner at Sierra. But half the way there, i suddenly felt like watching movie.. Hehehe.. So we went to Paris van Java, the new spot located in Sukajadi. I’d been there two times before, watching Departed and Devil Wears Prada. The place’s got Blitz Megaplex with its 9 big theaters and a very cozy atmosphere.. I really like it there..

Without considering Danan’s desire to watch Kuntilanak (hehehe.. sorry babe, you know i never like horrors), we watched The Guardian.. The story’s about United States Coast Guards, starring Kevin Costner and Ashton Kutcher.. Hmm.. Ashton Kutcher’s so damn pretty, huh.. (Lucky you, Demi! ) hehehe.. Overall the movie’s not bad.. We had quite a good time.. The movie finished past midnight and we both walked out the theater trying hard not to scream..HUNGRY!!!! Hehehehe.. We grabbed a bite at CabeRawit, the one in Ciumbuleuit, and then we went home.. Sleepy yet happy.. Hehehehe.. Thanks for the fine night,pal.. Hope it cheered you up..

Today was just fine... I went to an interesting discussion this afternoon, What Killed The Newspaper, it was basicly about the vanishing newspaper nowadays.. After that, i met few friends and then we went to eat.. I met somene who’s completely ruined my “just fine day”.. Someone who’s trying to cut me out of his life for a silly reason.. Hey, could you just grow up and be a man??

Enough from me.. I bet no one’s reading these craps anyway.. Da svidaniya!

me.. trying hard to keep my sanity..

This week’s just started.. but it’s already been a very busy one.. Tons of assignments to do.. *sigh*.. It feels like my head could explode anytime soon..

Not to mention since I’m about to resign from my work.. it’s my responsibility to train the new person who’s gonna replace me.. while doing my routines as well.. ughh.. It’s Tuesday and already I just can’t wait for Saturday night to come..

Hmm, at least being busy keeps me away from thinking about unimportant subjects.. Such as life, and how awful it’s been treating me lately.. huehehehe.. I’m not complaining.. It’s just like the new roadsign I’ve got on my car.. “LIFE ISN”T FAIR.. GET OVER IT..” I bought that solely because I thought it’d be cool.. Hope I doesn’t sound too cynical.. In fact, I do hate cynics..

Anyway, I've promised my ‘unbelievably annoying’ bestfriend (sorry for using that phrase, bro.. =p) that I will put the lyrics of these songs on my blog.. So here they are… ^_^

Five for Fighting - Superman (It's not easy)

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird…I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd…but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away…away from me
It’s all right…You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy…or anything…

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It’s not easy to be me.


James Blunt - You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fuckiing high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

me... at the end of holiday..

Huahh... Time does fly when you're having fun.. Gak krasa banget liburan lebaran udah abis..bis..bis..! Senin lusa udah mulai kuliah lagi.. Udah mesti siap2 midtest.. Udah mesti ngadepin tugas2 lagi.. Hiks..hiks..hiks.. Padahal baru ngerasain seru2nya liburan pas di akhir2..

Hari ini... jalan sama my girlfriends back in high school dulu.. Pipiet, Lani, n Shita (harusnya tambah Esti... hehehe.. next time ya, sti..) Seru banget.. curhat2an.. ngegosip (yeah, we're girls!).. shopping (again, girls!).. Pokonya seneng lahhh..

Left to right : Lani, Shita, Me, Pipiet

Dan.. kalo udah ngumpul.. yang ga mungkin lupa ya.. photo session.. huhuhu.. Jepret.. jepret.. dari mulai pake digicam ampe pake kamera hape.. Sampe diliatin sama orang2.. Bodo amatttt!!! Huhuhuhu... Buat yang tadi sore ada di J.Co Plasa Semanggi dan enek berat sama kelakuan empat cewe aneh banci kamera yang ga tau malu... Maap yahh.. *peace!*

Besok gw balik ke Bandung (or Jatinangor to be exact =p).. Hmm.. Lotta things've been waiting for me back there.. and lotta people also.. huahuahua.. (hello kamuuu.. yg lagi nyengir2 baca postingan ini.. iye2 tenang ajah.. i'll keep my promise..)

Hmmm.. bingung euy mau nulis apa lagi yahhh... Karena gw bingung,berikut ini dengan kurang berkaitan dengan tulisan di atas, gw taro foto gw dan Shita waktu lagi jadi penerima tamu di resepsi kawinannya Wino (Lani's brother).. Gw sangat teramat gak pede dengan make up super tebel yang membuat gw merasa rada2 kayak mau mejeng di Taman Lawang.. huhuhu..

Left to right: Mas Ais, Me, Shita

Anak kecil ndut ganteng dan lucuuuu bgt yang gw gendong itu namannya Mas Ais (Lani's nephew).. Sumpah itu anak lucu bangett.. Pasti kalo udah gede bakal ganteng banget dehh (mupenk ganjen).. Kira2 kalo dia udah gede mau gak yah sama gw??? huehehehe.. Kalo dia gede?? gw udah tante2 kali yeee..

me... melawan nyamuk2 nakal..

Adalah rapuh yang menisik helai demi helai
tanyaku untuknya
Adalah sunyi yang menjadi temannya
Bukan bisu yang membuatnya
tak terkata
Bukan beku yang merubahnya
menjadi satir tanpa cela
Kemudian nelangsa mempertegas raut duka
hingga ada

(di tengah macetnya Jakartaku, 20-10-2006)


Lately kok gw lagi lumayan produktif nulis yahh.. dan karena mood untuk bikin coret2an isi kepala itu datengnya ga liat2 waktu.. benda yang paling sering jadi media temporernya ya hp..

Hmm, sekarang jadi bertanya2 sendiri apa jadinya kalo tawaran untuk nerbitin tulisan2 gw itu datangnya sekarang... bukan waktu itu di saat gw lagi di manja sama kenyamanan yang bikin rasa dan isi kepala gw jadi tumpul.. Mungkin..oh mungkin.. gw bakal jadi penulis beneran... Yahh, ternyata bener yang namanya kesempatan itu belum tentu dateng dua kali.. Masalahnya, seperti juga mood nulis gw yang kadang ga terduga kapan munculnya.. tawaran berharga juga suka dateng di saat2 yang paling tidak diharapkan.. Yasu lah yaaa..

Sedikit ga nyambung sama tulisan di atas (sedikit???), gw mau meratapi udara di Jakarta yang sekarang sumpaahhh lagi panas2nya.. Bolak-balik ganti baju yang basah sama keringat (tapi gak bau lohh..).. Bolak-balik kamar mandi buat cuci muka (walaupun bahkan airnya pun gak segerrrr!).. Rajin mandi.. (bayangin..gw??rajin mandi??).. Bolak-balik buka pintu kulkas buat ngadem... Hhhh.. ABCDE!!!! Aduh Bo' Capey Deee Eyke... (njrittt.. apa2an nih gw mendadak dangdut..)

Tapi terlepas dari panasnya Jakarta (iya iyaaa.. masih lebih panas Neraka kok..) .. yang lebih mengganggu adalah NYAMUKKKKK... Nyamuk banyak banget dimana2.. Sumpah nyamuknya udah kayak setann... Jangan2 gara2 selama bulan puasa katanya semua setan dibelenggu.. Setan2 itu mengutus nyamuk2 untuk ngeggantiin mereka mengganggu umat manusia di muka bumi ini... Ughhh, tidaaakkkkkk!!!!

(postingan gw makin ke bawah kok makin gak jelas yaaa...???)

me... in the haze of the night...

Dulu gw selalu menganggap bahwa gw adalah seorang "morning person" alias lebih produktif di pagi hari .. Cukup logis juga mengingat biasanya pagi2 gw masih fresh.. Otak pun biasanya bisa kerja maksimal karena udah istirahat sejak malem sbelomnya.. Apalagi ditemenin secangkir kopi yang masih mengepul2 wangi.. nikmat.. Apa pun bisa lah gw jabanin di pagi hari..

Tapi.. ternyata sekarang gw berubah 180 derajat.. Now i'm definetely a night person.. Entah sejak kapan persisnya kebiasaan istirahat malem gw mulai terganggu.. Sedikit demi sedikit mulai jadi kebiasaan.. Sampai akhirnya.. kebiasaan itu sekarang udah jadi penyakit buat gw.. Gw ga meng-claim diri gw sebagai penderita insomnia.. Karena nyatanya gw bisa banget tidur dengan nyenyaknya persis kebo gendut yang kebanyakan makan keju (loh? kok keju? tanya kenapa...)* Cuma gw ga bisa lagi tidur di malam hari.. Paling cepet sehari-hari gw baru bisa tidur itu sekitar jam 5 pagi.. yah, ba'da sholat shubuh lah..

Sayang sekali saudara2ku... kuliah dan kerjaan gw ga mendukung pola waktu istirahat gw yang kacau itu.. Alhasil, gw sangat sering kesiangan kuliah pagi.. atau terngantuk2 waktu meeting sama orang.. Mengganggu banget.. Gw udah berkali2 nyoba ngerubah pola tidur itu.. Tapi so far, belum bisa.. Semakin gw memaksa badan gw untuk tidur lebih cepet.. Mata ini semakin bandel melek terus gak mau diajak kompromi..

Jadi.. sejauh ini yang bisa gue lakuin cuma mengoptimalkan jam tidur gw yang sangat minim itu.. dan juga mencuri2 waktu buat tidur siang kalo emang memungkinkan di sela2 kegiatan gw..

Mmm.. mungkin gw harus mempertimbangkan nyari kerjaan yang jam kerjanya malem kali yah.. Tapi berapa banyak sih kerjaan buat cw yang jam kerjanya malem dan gak berkonotasi negatif? hehehehe... Atau mungkin gw bisa coba2 ngelamar jadi satpam kali yeee.. Wish me luck!!!

*) kenapa?? biar keren aja...

enaknya di rumah

wah.. udah 3 hari gw di rumah.. rasanya enak banget!!! mulai dari dimasakin macem2 makanan fav gw sama nyokap *yummmieee!!!*, bisa bangun siang, ketemu sama sahabat2 gw.. smuanya menyenangkan banget deh!!

kemaren malem gw pergi ke Kafe Tenda Semanggi sama Shita, Pipiet, Lani, Jack & Alfred.. tons of story to share with 'em.. Kita makan sambil chit-chat di Cina Box.. gw baru pertama kali makan di situ dan ternyata lumayan yummie juga makanannya.. Seneng banget ketemu mereka lagi.. dan kita yg cw2 dah ngerencanain buat nginep bareng minggu depan.. hmm.. kebayang deh serunya smaleman ngobrol2 & bcanda2.. gak tidur.. perang bantal.. gelitik2an.. dsb.. Baru nyadar selama ini gw bener2 kangen sama mereka.. huhuhu..

Hmm kalo hari ini gw ngapain yahh.. tadi pagi bangun tdr ceting sama Wawa.. trus mandi n pergi sama tante gw.. beli kulkas terus nyari2 kancing sama renda yg lucu2 buat bikin baju boneka (tante gw jago bikin boneka_red).. Trus sore2 Thomas nelp dari New Haven.. Udah lama banget gak ngobrol sama si kampring satu itu.. Kasian dia gak bisa pulang pas Lebaran.. hehehe..

Dan barusan aja gw dapet sms dari Pipiet, ngasi tau dia baru aja putus sama cowoknya.. Mudah2an emang itu yg terbaik buat dia.. untung gw lagi di sini jadi bisa nghibur dia dan nyemangatin.. buat cari cowok baru!! hahaha.. just kiddin'..=P

-tenang aja, Piet.. kalo kata tetangga gw, "masih banyak ikan di empang.. eh.. di lautan!!" saaahhh.. gedubrakk! =P-

Yasu, mau bobhok nihhh... hhhhhuuuaaaaammmm *critanya nguap*

ini hari kamis,loh..

so what,yah!!??

Aduh gw lg sumpek nihhh... tugas2 banyaaakkk skaliiiiiiy... hiks..hiks.. Wahai bapak+ibu dosen2ku tercinta... knapa siy kalian doyan beneeerrr ngasi tugas.. Padahal uts dah di depan mata.. Kapan blajarnya dong kalo waktunya kepake buat ngerjain tugas teruss?? Fiuhhh.. ayo Nisa ga boleh ngeluh teruss!! ayo semangatttt.. inget yahhh.. semangattt!!!

Kmaren wawa-ku ulang taun ke-20.. Wah.. sudah tua yaaa!!! hehehehe.. =P Knapa yah slama ini gw mikirnya kalo udah umur 20-an ke atas tuh kayaknya dah tuaaa gitu.. haha.. Padahal dua taun lagi juga gw 20 taun.. Brarti dua taun lagi gw udah tua dong??!!! Huaa.. No!! Ugh.. Apa siy gw aneh banget ga jelas.. Maap,yah.. Mungkin stres gara2 pusing ngerjain tugas.. ^^Y *piss*

Hmm.. hari ini adek gw,Shaugi a.k.a Ogie, ulang taun yg ke-15.. Met ultah ya, bro! Wish you all the best deh pokoknyah... Jangan kbanyakan maen n ngegombalin cw2,yah.. cukup sudah daftar panjang cw2 'korban' ke-playboy-an lo! hahaha..

Hmm... Yasu lah.. Mau berkutat dengan tugasku lagi... Biar cepet selese ngumpulin bahannya trus kluar dari warnet cupu ini.. huhuhuw.. Abis ini mau ngedatengin warung2 rokok pinggir jalan buat ngisi questionaire pengembangan usaha kecil... wismilak!! *^_^*

story from the middle of nowhere

Haiiiiiiiii... tampaknya gw mecahin rekor baru terlama "nyuekin" blog gw ini yah... huhuhuhw.. Untuk berbagai pihak yg udah rindu.. maab2 niy.. =P Bukannya gw kagak cintee.. Cuman emang sikon udah beda.. Slain gw emang masih dlm tahap 'adaptasi' sama smua-muanya yg serba baru.. Warnetnya ga ada yg se'pewe' Obelix,warnet ksayangan gw di Jakarta.. Yah maklumlah.. di desa gini.. hehehe..

Ga terasa juga udah lewat sebulan gw terdampar di middle of nowhere ini... Udah lumayan 'feels like home'.. At least udah pewe ama tempat kost gw.. Kamar gw yg kecil n didominasi warna kuning ama biru.. Kamar mandinya juga kecil.. yag tapi cukuplah buat mandi dua orang skaligus.. huwaaa.. emangnya mau mandi ama sape gw! hahaha.. kacaw.. jangan dimasukin ke ati yahhh bapak2 ibu2 skalian.. bcanda gw..

Skarang 'bout kampus gw.. Fyi, Fikom Unpad itu satu2nya Fikom yg ada di PTN di Indonesia.. Di Univ negri laen Ilmu Komunikasi tuh cuma jd salah satu jurusan di FISIP.. Trus gw bangga gtu?? Gak lah.. Biasa ajah.. hehehehe.. Tapi sumpe deh Fikom tuh anak2nya yg paling gaya se-Unpad.. hahaha.. Kuliah aja dandanannya pada kayak mau ke mall gtu.. Gak smua kyk gtu siy.. Contohnya gw.. hehehe.. Gw siy biasa2 aja lah yg penting enak dipake n gak ngeribet2in gw pas kuliah.. Tapi tetep mslh gaya juga jd pertimbangan sih.. huhuhuw..=P

Trus Fikom itu fakultas yg paling produktif bikin acara2 esp acara panggung musik gtu (bukan dangdut tapi_red).. Hampir tiap bulan pasti ngadain acara begituan.. Datengin band2 dsb.. OSPEK AJA ADA PADI... asli bneran gw kaget pas lagi OSPEK tiba2 ada band2 (after sunset,dll) dan trakhirnya ada PADI.. Pliss dong.. Ospek doang gtu lohh.. Tapi seneng juga sihh.. haha..

Trus dosen2nya lumayan ok lahh ngajarnya walopun ada bebrapa yg suka rada2 error.. hehehe.. Cuma yg gw heran kok pada hobi banget ya ngasih "oleh2" buat di rumah alias tugas.. Sjauh ini dosen favorit gw itu yg ngajar mata kuliah Pengantar Ilmu Hukum.. Enak banget deh ngajarnya.. Sayangnya hari ini dia digantiin ama dosen laen yg asli beda 180 drajat banget cara ngajarnya.. huhuhuw..

Jajanan... Hmm.. Sejauh ini sih jajanan fav gw di kampus itu mie ayam ato bakwan malang.. Lumayan enak walaupun rasanya agak2 ga konstan tiap harinya.. Kayaknya sih sesuai suasana hati abang2 yg jualannya aja kali yah.. Trus ama rujak deh.. Hampir tiap hari gw makan rujak.. Gak bosen2 deh pokonya.. Rujak, i luph u.. Apa siy gw kampung!! huhuhuw..

not gonna get us...

(fyi,judulnya ga nyambung sama isinya lohh.. =P)

Hohoho.. Ngeblog lagi niiihhh.. =) Mau cerita2 ah kegiatan2 gw bebrapa hari trakhir ini... Boleh dooong... ;)

Hari Rabu tgl 13 kmaren gw ke Bandung ama nyokap naek mobil.. critanya mau medical check up sama ngambil formulir gitu deh.. Jalan dari rmh jam 5 pagi, nyampe bandung jam stengah 8.. Mayan cepet jg siy soalnya masih pagi dan bukan wiken kali yahh.. Nyampe bandung bukannya langsung ke kampus UnPad di Dipati Ukur malah makan bubur ayam langganan gw kalo di bandung.. hehehe.. namanya bubur ayam mang oyo' gtu deh.. kalo ke bandung mampir ajaaa.. hehehe kok malah jd promosi =P

Bistu br deh ke UnPad, ktemu ama Nophe disana.. untung deh ga cengo sendirian.. Lumayan lama sih ngantri medical check up nya.. Sempet lah berhahahihi sama sesama anak baru di kanan kiri yang baru kenalan.. =D Abis itu dah ga ada kerjaan deh sharian.. check in di hotel n muter2 bandung ama nyokap.. biasalah cw.. =P Sorenya ke stasiun kreta jemput bokap gw yg nyusul ke bandung (sempet nyasar waktu mau ke stasiun!uh,malu.. =P) bistu ke Dago 347 mau ke Flashy critanya.. eh sampe sana taunya Flashy pindahhh.. uhhh.. nyebelin.. trus nyari2 lg ga ktemu yasu lah balik k hotel aja.. ngisi2 formulir n tidurrr..

Hari Kamis,tgl 14, pagi2 bener gw dah ke UnPad Dipati Ukur, balikin formulir sama ngurusin administrasi n kawan2nya itu lah.. Huw,lagi2 ngantrinya panjang bener.. untung disediain kursi buat duduk.. Pas udah beres n mau pergi dari situ eh ktemu Bilal.. sempet ber"hi"2an sebentar. Bis dari situ langsung meluncur ke FIKOM di Jatinangor (kalo lewat tol dr bdg skitar stengah jam) buat interview. Tadinya gw pikir bakal di interview ama orang2 fakultas gtu.. ga taunya sama senior! huhuhuw.. pasang tampang lugu aja deh biar aman.. =P Lumayan lama di Jatinangor skitar 2 stengah jam.. Bistu ke kos ngambil kunci kamar.. huw... kacaw deh kamar kos gw cat temboknya kuning tp jendela n pintunya warna PINK!! huahahaha... Udah deh bistu balik ke Jakarta... Bgitu nyampe lgsg tidurrrrr.. capek banget!

Rencananya tanggal 25 gw pindahan ke Jatinangor.. Hari itu juga ke Unpad Dipati Ukur ngambil jaket.. Trus tanggal 31 ada psikotest.. Tanggal 1 ospek universitas.. n tanggal 2 mulai ospek fakultas.. huw.. denger2 siy ospeknya FIKOM lmyn parah.. huhuhuw.. jd ngeriiiyyy... :s

Hari ini gw di rumah aja... sempet ada acara tidur siang sgala..=P hehehe.. Sore2 ke rumah Lani sbentar balikin The Sims, trus ke Video Ezy.. nyewa vcd n pulang deh..

Hmm.. sgitu aja deh critanya.. mau nonton vcd yg td nyewa nih... bubyeehhhh.. ^^

puasa kopi?? :(

Dan bila.. mentari esok kan bersinar lagi..

kuingin canda mu.. warnai hariku...

Dan bila.. esok kau tiada hadir temaniku..

tak terbayangkan.. setengah mati..

kehilangan..mu...



Hmm... bgitulah potongan reff single terbaru Ada Band yg judulnya Manja.. Gw lagi lumayan suka siy sama lagu itu.. ditambah lagi video klip nya lumayan sering sliweran di tv akhir2 ini.. dan ditunjang pula dengan suara vokalis barunya yg mnurut gw sih lumayan OK.. huhuhuw... Wah, gw bantuin promosi Ada Band gini.. dapet apaan gw!? =P



Gw lagiy rada2 bingung niy.. Sehubungan dengan mual2 yg blakangan ini sering bgt gw rasain (jgn mikir yg aneh2 dulu!=P), kmaren malem akhirnya nyokap gw ngotot menyeret gw ke dokter... Dan setelah di periksa2 sgala macem, ternyata ada radang di bagian dalam lambung gw... Makanya gw suka sakit perut dan mual2 sgala.. Blom terlalu parah sih kata dokternya.. Untung dokternya ngomongnya nyantai bgt jadinya nyokap gw gak panik2 bgt.. hehehe.. Nah, si pak dokter itu nyuruh gw untuk ngurangin konsumsi makanan2 yg pedes atau asam..(ga masalah krn gw emang ga terlalu suka).. dan hindari konsumsi kopi!!!



Wah... gimana niy.. masa gw ga boleh minum kopi sihh?? Padahal gw biasa minum kopi kapan aja.. pagi siang sore malem kalo gw tiba2 pengen minum kopi ya minum aja.. Ada kecenderungan udah addicted sih.. tp gimana dong? Gw emang suka bgt sihh.. Kalo shari ga minum at least skali rasanya kayak pusing2 ga enak gitu kepala gw.. sugesti mungkin.. Tapi gimana caranya ya biar bisa brenti??? Any idea?