Showing posts with label favorites. Show all posts
Showing posts with label favorites. Show all posts

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Ten

Whoever said that love is easy, must has never been in love;
Sometimes it's a land mine, one wrong step and it blows up;
A word, a look, lights a hidden fuse.

It's hard to see just what you have, when you're seeing red;
And it's easy to do something that you know you both will regret;
Better stop, think, count to ten before I leave.

One, I still wanna hate you;
Two, three, I still wanna leave;
Four, searching for that door;
Five, then I look into your eyes;
Six, take a deep breath;
Seven, take a step back;
Eight, nine, I don't know why, we even started this fight;
By the time I get to ten, I'm right back in your arms again.

Words thrown so callously like weapons when we fight;
But when they cut too deep, I wanna leave it all behind;
That I've to count to ten, before I cross that line.

One, I still wanna hate you;
Two, three, I still wanna leave;
Four, searching for that door;
Five, then I look into your eyes;
Six, take a deep breath;
Seven, take a step back;
Eight, nine, I don't know why, we even started this fight;
By the time I get to ten, I'm right back in your arms again.

You can lose what you're not thankful for,
I don't want that to happen to you and me,
Better count my blessings.

One, you still move me;
Two, three, you send chills right through me;
Four, you keep me wanting more;
Five, when I look into your eyes;
Six, you're my best friend;
Seven, that will never end;
Eight, nine, I don't know why, but thank God it happens everytime;
By the time I get to ten,
By the time I get to ten,
I can see how blessed I've been.

I'd chose you all over again...

(Jewel Kilcher)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

the moment of truth

"Daydream delusion
Limousine eyelash
Oh, baby, with your pretty face
Drop a tear in my wineglass
Look at those big eyes
See what you mean to me
Sweet cakes and milkshakes
I am a delusion angel
I'm a fantasy parade
I want you to know what I think
Don't want you to guess anymore
You have no idea where I came from
We have no idea where we're going
Lodged in life, like branches in the river
Flowing downstream caught in the current
I carry you, you'll carry me
That's how it could be
Don't you know me?
Don't you know me by now?"


A very beautiful poem from one of my all time favorite movies, Before Sunrise.

--
Sent from my mobile device

Monday, April 26, 2010

the same deep water as you

I've been re-watching early seasons of One Tree Hill these past few weeks.. And there's this one episode in season 4 where Brooke broke up with Lucas for good.. I don't know why, but I find the lines rather heartfelt..

BROOKE: "Listen, I know it’s been difficult for you lately, losing Keith and your heart condition and giving up basketball.. I feel like I’ve been keeping you close to me to try to protect you from those things.. like I’m hanging on to the two of us for you..but not for me."

LUCAS: "I’m sorry I kissed Peyton.. I should’ve told you."

BROOKE: "It’s not about that, Luke.. It’s not.. I thought that it was but this is not about her this is about me.. I love you, Lucas and I probably always will.. But we go days without having a meaningful conversation.. and I used to miss you so much when that happened.. But it never seemed like you missed me and I guess because of it I stopped missing you.. I mean, look at today.."

LUCAS: (v.o) I guess I should’ve said something, anything, I mean, for a guy who wants to be a writer it suddenly seemed like no words had ever been written.. but when someone tells you they stopped missing you.. you’re pretty much screwed no matter what you say.

BROOKE: "There was an accident and you..called me afterwards.. But making a mix with Peyton? Sharing a laugh with Peyton.. It shouldn’t be, should it?"

BROOKE: "..shouldn’t be like this, Luke."

LUCAS: "Brooke.."

BROOKE: "I’m sorry.. I can’t do this anymore."

LUCAS: (v.o) See but there had to be something, right? Something that no one had ever said in the history of the world.. something that could change this.

LUCAS: "Brooke.. I’m sorry."

BROOKE: Yeah, me, too.


Whoa.. It breaks my heart.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Easy.. =)

by. Fatwa Firdaus Abdi

it's a long way back to the beginning developing of romancing
conversation on occasional stimulation not knowing our direction
oh who were we then to have known
ain't nothing but a head with mind of own
oh why didn't we care 'bout difference
we simply had our love as tolerance

we've had distance and time difference as a constant separation but we never need no assistance
though our hands are not together they are ready to discover every corner of our future
but why are they here to bother
they said heaven told us to find another
but no it won't stop us from lovin'
as every dreams i've had we're always on the scene

love is nothing but two souls won't mind their tolls
love is easy
love is nothing but two spirits meant to fit
love is easy

we live in hybrid era from the nano to the tera and a supraficial opera
we've got flights supersonic and we drink gin and tonic in a diverse hegemonic
but why two hearts can't be together
for an innocence of having to differ
but no it won't stop us from lovin'
we know these hearts aren't made to blow a sin




He wrote me this song. I really don't have anything left to say.. *teary-eyed*

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The boy who jumped into a cathole.. =D

Last night I watched Slumdog Millionaire for the 2nd time with my mom (this time on dvd), and still found the movie's simply mind blowing.. The story is genius! But no, I'm not gonna talk about the movie..

It's about Ayush Mahesh Khedekar, the Indian child actor who played youngest Jamal Malik.. He's soooo cuteeee.. Last night, once again, I fell in love with this little guy..

How can anyone not fall in love with him..


Slumdog Millionaire owes some of its big success to this innocent lil' face!!



Oww.. look at him.. He's sooo adorable, isn't he??


With Rubiana Ali, who played youngest Latika, attending the 81st Oscar!


He's just too cute..


even when he's all covered with shit..* LOL..


Oww, Mammaaa.. Can we please go to the store and buy a lil brother for meeee.. I WANT ONE!!! I want one that's just like him, please!!! LOL.. Not that I don't have little brother.. In fact, I have two.. But they're not cute and sure as hell are NOT little anymore.. *shrug*



*) I found out later that the 'shit' was actually made of chocolate and peanut butter.. So I bet the little man had a lot of fun doing that scene.. Hehehe..

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

¡uʍop ǝpısdn s,ʇı ˙˙sssddoo

˙˙ɹǝʇɐן noʎ ǝǝs ¡ʍou pǝq oʇ ɟɟo

d= ˙˙ʇı dןǝɥ ʇ,uɐɔ ˙˙sʎnƃ ʎɹɹos ˙˙ɐɥ ¡(puǝıɹɟʎoq puɐ) puǝıɹɟ ʎɯ oʇ sןıɐɯǝ uʍop ǝpısdn ʇuǝs ʎןןɐnʇɔɐ ı ˙˙ןoן ˙˙ʍou ,ɹǝʌǝɟ ʇxǝʇ uʍop ǝpısdn, uo ʎןןɐʇoʇ ɯ,ı ˙˙ɯɯɯɥ

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Friday, February 6, 2009

Sara Melson - Never Been Hurt Before




This song has a magical healing power for me.. I love her voice as well..

Monday, April 2, 2007

facts about my fav songs (part 1)

Whoah.. How's life? Mine's been pretty uptight lately.. It's fun though.. I experienced few things that i'd never had the chance before.. Finally I could make my brain a little useful.. hehehehehe...

Just browsing around on the internet today, and i found this very cool site www.songfacts.com where you can find the simple little facts about soooooo many songs.. Like who wrote it, what inspired it, where was it wrote, et cetera.. Pretty cool, isn't it?

Here are some facts about some of my favorite songs...


1. Till There Was You - The Beatles

Facts:
This was written in 1957 for the Broadway musical The Music Man. It was written by songwriter Meredith Wilson, who also wrote "76 Trombones" for the same musical as well as the seasonal favorite "It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas."

Paul McCartney loved show tunes and wanted to cover this. His favorite version was Peggy Lee's.

The Beatles played this song, along with "She Loves You" and "Twist And Shout," at the Royal Command Performance of 1963. Paul credited it to their "Favorite American group, Sophie Tucker."

The Beatles performed this on their first Ed Sullivan Show appearance, February 9, 1964. This was a huge event, as Beatlemania had just come to America. This was the only song they played that night that was not one of their hits - they put it in to appeal to the older audience that was tuned in. As they played, the camera zoomed in on each Beatle and superimposed their first name. When it got to Lennon, it read, "Sorry girls, he's married."

This was also performed during the Beatles appearance on the Royal Variety Show on November 4, 1963. It was probably also appealing to the older audience and it provided a break between the up-tempo numbers, "She Loves You" and "Twist and Shout."


2. You Were Meant For Me - Jewel

Facts :
Jewel wrote this with Steve Poltz from The Rugburns. He also appeared in the video with Jewel.

This was Jewel's second single. "Who Will Save Your Soul" was her first.

This was the most played song on US radio in 1996.

The video was directed by Sean Penn in 1996. It featured Jewel in a couple scenes shedding her clothes. Jewel has said the "shedding" symbolizes "being free with a lover or friend. Being stripped and surrender yourself to them."


3. The Drugs Don't Work - The Verve

Facts :
Verve lead singer Richard Ashcroft wrote this. It's partly about the death of his father when he was 11, but it also refers to he and his wife's life.

This was The Verve's only #1 hit in the UK.


4. The Way - Fastball

Facts :
This is based on the true story of Lela and Raymond Howard, an elderly couple from Salado, Texas who drove to a nearby family reunion and kept going. She had Alzheimer's disease and he was recovering from brain surgery. When they disappeared, a reporter from the Austin American-Statesman wrote a series of articles about the missing couple. Fastball bassist Tony Scalzo came up with the idea for the song after reading the articles (the band is from Austin). He says, "It's a romanticized take on what happened" - he "pictured them taking off to have fun, like they did when they first met." However, he found out after writing the song that the couple had died. They were found at the bottom of a canyon in Arkansas about a three-day drive from their destination.


5. Champagne Supernova - Oasis

Facts :
Noel Gallagher got the title when he misheard the name of the Pixies album Bossanova. He was watching a documentary about champagne at the time.

Noel Gallagher has a house in North London that he named "Supernova Heights."

Paul Weller, former frontman of The Jam, played guitar on this.

This was one of the few Oasis songs released as a single in the US. It went to #1 on the Modern Rock chart, and for a while it looked like Oasis was going to break through in The States.

Noel came up with the phrase "Caught beneath the landslide" when he saw a sugar jar in his girlfriend's kitchen. You can see this peculiar jar in the disk booklet where the lyrics are printed.


6. Losing My Religion - R.E.M

Facts :
The title is a Southern expression meaning "At my wit's end," as if things were going so bad you could lose your faith in God. If you were "Losing your religion" over a person, It could also mean losing faith in that person.

This won the Grammy in 1991 for Best Pop Performance by a Duo or Group with Vocal.

The video was the first to show lead singer Michael Stipe dancing. The director hung out with the band to get ideas, and when he saw Stipe's spastic dance style, he thought it would look great in the video.

The band claims this is not about religion, although the video is full of religious imagery. Some Catholic groups protested the video.

In 2003, Stipe told Entertainment Weekly, "Losing My Religion was a fluke hit. It was a 5 minute song with no chorus and a mandolin as the lead instrument. So for us to hold that as the bar we have to jump over every time we write a song would be ridiculous."

The video is based in part on Gabriel Garcia Marquez' A Very Old Man with Enormous Wings. The novel tells the story about an angel who falls down from heaven and how the people who make money displaying him as a "freak show."


7. Ironic - Alanis Morissette

Facts :
The events described in the song (rain on your wedding day, a traffic jam when you're already late, etc.), are not examples of irony. Irony is the use of words to convey the opposite of their literal meaning. The one actual, ironic statement in this song is, "As the plane crashed down he thought 'well, isn't this nice'..." Sarcasm is an example of irony, and this thought, clearly, was a sarcastic one.

At the end of the song, Alanis says life has a funny funny way of helping us out - in spite of all of the bad stuff that we have to go through. The bad stuff helps us get to where we are going, and that is ironic.

This was Morissette's third single and first Top-10 hit. Her first single, "You Oughta Know," is probably her best known, but no one had heard of her when it was released and it only hit US #13.

Glen Ballard produced this and wrote it with Alanis. He has also worked with Dave Matthews and has a history of radio-friendly production. Morissette moved from Canada to Los Angeles to write and record with him.

This is one of 5 hits on the album, which has sold over 16 million copies. The others are "You Oughta Know," "Hand In My Pocket," "Head Over Feet" and "You Learn."

This was nominated for Grammys in the categories Record Of The Year and Best Short Form Music Video.

In 1996, this won MTV Video Music Awards for Best Female Video, Best Editing, and Best New Artist In A Video.

This was the first album Morissette released in America, but as a teenager, she released 2 dance albums in Canada. Her stage name at the time was simply "Alanis."


8. The Man Who Sold The World - David Bowie

Facts :
This is about a man who no longer recognizes himself and feels awful about it.

For years, Bowie struggled with his identity and expressed himself through his songs, often creating characters to perform them. On the album cover, Bowie is wearing a dress.

Some of the lyrics are based on a poem by Hugh Mearns called The Psychoed -

As I was going up the stair, I met a man who was not there, he wasn't there again today, I wish that man would go away.

The actual man who sold the world, at least Bowie's world during this phase of his career, may have been Adolf Hitler. Bowie's fascination with this topic is evident in his '70s move to Berlin and his return to Victoria Station in 1976 in full SS uniform, complete with salute and open top Mercedes.

Some lyrical analysis: "We passed upon the stair" is a figurative representation of a crossroads in Bowie's life, where Ziggy Stardust catches a glimpse of his former self, (being David Bowie) which he thought had died a long time ago. Then he (the old David Bowie) says: "Oh no, not me. I never lost control." This indicates that Bowie never really lost sight of who he was, but he Sold The World (made them believe) that he had become Ziggy, and he thought it was funny (I laughed and shook his hand). He goes on to state, "For years and years I roamed," which could refer to touring. "Gaze a gazely stare at all the millions here" are the fans at concerts.

The album is one of Bowie's least-known, but over the years many fans have come to appreciate it and a lot of bands have covered songs from it.

British singer Lulu ("To Sir With Love") recorded this in 1974. Bowie produced her version and played saxophone on the track. It went to #4 in the UK.

Nirvana recorded this for their 1993 MTV Unplugged performance. Months after that show, Kurt Cobain was found dead. The acoustic set was released as an album in late 1994.


9. Heaven - Los Lonely Boys

Facts :
Guitarist Henry Garza wrote the lyrics as a prayer. When he was 18, his son died of sudden infant death syndrome (S.I.D.S). It's about the pain he felt and wanting to escape this world and see his son.

Los Lonely Boys are 3 brothers from Texas. They are bilingual - some of the lyrics to this are in Spanish.

This won a Grammy for Best Pop Performance By A Duo Or Group With Vocal. Los Lonely Boys perfomed at the 2005 show.


10. Creep - Radiohead

Facts :
In the album version, lead singer Thom Yorke sings, "You're so f--king special." For radio, he recut it as, "You're so very special." Yorke regrets changing the line for the radio version, saying it disturbed the "sentiment of the song." According to him, the song lost its anger as a result.

Yorke says this is about being in love with someone, but not feeling good enough. He describes the feeling as, "There's the beautiful people and then there's the rest of us."

Yorke wrote this in 1987 while he was a student at Exeter University in England. He first recorded it acoustic.

This was written before the band formed. Yorke gave his demo version to Colin Greenwood, who joined him and helped put the band together.

This wasn't released in the US until Radiohead's debut album in 1993. The band finished college and signed their record deal in 1991.

Yorke based this on a song called "The Air That I Breathe," which was written by Albert Hammond and Mike Hazlewood in 1972. After "Creep" was released, Radiohead agreed to share the songwriting royalties, so this is credited to Yorke, Hammond and Hazlewood.

This did well in the US, but not in their native England. When they released their third album, O.K. Computer, it was huge in England but not in the US.

When this was first released in England in 1992, it flopped. It did well when it was re-released a year later, after Radiohead grew a fan base.

The first country this charted in was Israel.

The video was recorded at a club in Oxford called The Zodiac.


posted by. niSa.. --<---<@

Friday, November 14, 2003

i guess what i wanted was...


I guess what I

wanted was

to hear



you'd stay with me always.



I guess what I

wanted was

to see



those hands vowing

never to leave my own.



I guess what

I wanted was

to know



I am not loving in vain.



A poem by Jewel Kilcher



from A Night Without Armor

Thursday, July 24, 2003

ODE UNTUK TEMAN

Pertemuan denganmu


sebuah kebetulan

__tentu saja bukan kecelakaan__

kau di luar rencanaku

menggembirakan diri

tampil di sela-sela kemanjaanmu



Beginikah rasanya punya teman?

Hiruk-pikuk hari-hari

lewat saja, ringan saja

dan kau memenuhi kekosongan



Kita berteman saja,

aku tak punya niat terlalu jauh

Hanya kurasakan kesegaran

yang penuh saat bersamamu

Kurasakan kelancaran nafas hidup

Kurasakan detil dunia dalam matamu

Kurasakan sukacita waktu dalam gerakmu



Aku jadi temanmu saja

menyediakan detik-detik untukmu,

rauplah sesukamu,

datanglah mengeluh,

hiruplah kebaikan

sejauh ada padaku



Kita berteman saja:

sebuah kenyataan

yang sangat mungkin abadi,

menjelma kupu-kupu indah di suatu pagi,

dengan bunga-bunga dan suara burung



Meski kau berlabuh jauh dengan kekasih

aku adalah pelabuhan kala kau sendiri

Kita berdua memecah kesunyian

membikin dunia terjaga

dan bersama bergembira



Kita berteman saja

sambil tetap berdoa

demi ketulusan hati

yang kuingin tetap begitu

Ya kita berteman saja

dalam hidup ini

dan nanti.



(dari Bermain-main dengan Cinta -Bagus Takwin)

Friday, April 18, 2003

di balik nama Anisah

hwahhh.. sudah lama niy gak ngeblog.. :) ayo ayo kita mengeblog lagi.. hehehe.. hmm.. jumat2 gini libur.. harusnya siy blajar.. cuma ntar2an aja deh.. hehehe..



Anisah.. That's it.. Banyak orang yg heran karena nama gw cuma terdiri dari satu kata.. Mereka pasti nanya ,"Anisah doang??" dan gw bakal jawab, "yupp.." :) Lagian nama gw lumayan panjang kok.. 6 huruf lohh.. hehehe.. Dulu malah gw punya temen di smp yang namanya cuma Wati.. udah.. tuh kan malah dia cuma 4 huruf.. hehehhehe..:P



Satu hal lagi, hampir semua orang ngira Anisah artinya sama dgn Annisa (perempuan_red) yang diambil dari bahasa Arab.. Well, bener siy nama gw diambil dari bahasa Arab dan gw emang perempuan... hehehe.. tapi kalo dari segi bahasa, beda satu huruf pun artinya bakal beda..

Jadi.. Anisah artinya apa??? Actually, it means "friendly" alias "ramah".. :) Kalo ga salah bokap gw pernah crita nama ini dikasih sama Jiddi gw (kakek_red) dan udah disiapin sejak gw masih di dlm perut nyokap..



Nyokap gw cerita, waktu gw masih di perut nyokap, bokap n nyokap gw lumayan ngarepin kalo anak pertama mereka itu cowok..hehehe.. Eh, apa boleh buat hasil USG nunjukin kalo bayi di dlm perut nyokap gw adalah bayi cewek manis o^_~o yg akhirnya dikasiy nama Anisah.. :D So, here i am.. the unexpected child..hehehe.. just kiddin'.. Mana bisa siy ortu gw ga sayang banget sama anaknya yg manis, baik hati, lucu, tidak sombong, rajin membantu orang tua, dsb dsb ini.. hehehe..:P



Tanggal 21 Juli taun 1985, menjelang tengah malem, bokap n nyokap gw lagi di mobil dlm perjalanan pulang dari mana gtu gw ga tau.. Cuaca saat itu siy katanya kurang bersahabat lantaran hujan deras banget dan berpetir2 gitu.. Nah, tiba2 nyokap gw yg duduk di samping bokap ngerasa ada genangan air di kakinya.. trus dengan naif dan santainya nyokap nanya ke bokap gw.. "kok basah,ya?" huhuhuh... Bokap gw nyalain lampu dan ternyata air ketuban nyokap gw udah pecah.. di dlm mobil! hehehe.. Langsung deh pasangan muda itu panik.. hehehehe.. bokap gw ngebut ke RS Bersalin Harapan Bunda di daerah Pasar Rebo, Jakarta Timur..



Bgitu sampe nyokap gw langsung dibawa masuk ke ruang bersalin.. Dan, jangan kira dokter dan suster2 yg ngebantu proses kelahiran gw itu gak sempet gw bikin panik.. hehehe.. karena ternyata gw lahir dalam posisi sungsang alias kaki duluan (kaki kiri tepatnya)!!! Hehehe.. :) Untungnya, karena kekuasaan Allah smuanya bisa diatasi.. dan bayi perempuan manis (suit suiittt.. :P) dgn bobot 3,1 kg itu lahir pada jam 12 malem lewat beberapa detik.. Jadilah gw lahir di tanggal 22.. bukan 21.. :)



Kalo dari cerita2 ortu gw, kayaknya proses gw lahir ke dunia ini lumayan bikin heboh banyak orang.. hehehe.. Maklumlah, anak pertama.. dan cucu pertama pula di keluarga nyokap gw.. :D Gak heran kan kalo keliatannya smua orang rebutan buat manjain gw..hehhehe.. *besar kepala*:P



Btw, gw nemu ramalan ttg nama gw nih.. bukan berarti gw percaya bgt sih.. tapi gw akui ada beberapa hal yg kebetulan sesuai sama gw..



Your name of Anisah gives you a very idealisticbut passive outlook

on life. You desire culture and all the refinements of life but you

are inclined to live in your dreams. Although you would like to do

many things, procrastination undermines your accomplishment and

success in life. You do not like to create issues and will do

anything to avoid a conflict. Making decisions is difficult for you

without the support and approval of others. This name gives you a

very sensitive nature, making you feel much that you do not

understand. Your feelings are easily hurt, at which times you are

inclined to withdraw and become uncommunicative. Although you desire

the friendship and association of others, you find it difficult to

express your thoughts through the spoken word, and others find you

hard to get to know. It is much more natural for you to express your

deeper thoughts in writing. Inner tension can deplete your physical

vitality. You are inclined to indulge in rich foods that lack proper

nourishment. The physical weaknesses due to this name centre in the

heart and respiratory organs, and in the fluid functions.




Sunday, March 23, 2003

suka banget puisi ini

Pernah kamu bertanya, untuk apa cinta

jika baru mencapai gerbangnya kita sudah dihadang ?

Pernah kamu bertanya, buat apa rasa

jika buahnya menghanyutkan makhluk

ke dalaman semak tiada pucuk pangkalnya ?

Pernah kamu bertanya, jika cinta dan rasa itu boleh ada bagi semua,

mengapa kita masih selalu bertanya ?




dari "Beraja" _ Anjar