Sunday, February 18, 2007

for your eyes only... ^_^

yang terindah bukan ketika dua pasang mata bertemu,
atau jemari menyatu..
yang terhangat bukan saat senyum terulas,
atau kau mencoba mengerti..
yang terbayang bukan saat tawa mengurai,
atau maaf terulur..

hadirmu adalah keindahan yang menghangatkan dan membayangi
kemana jiwaku melangkah

Saturday, February 17, 2007

i'll think of you 'til then.. 'til we meet again..

I've been missing some friends of mine for some time now.. Some of them have been very busy lately that we can't seem to find the time to hang out, or even to chat on the phone...

First, there's my 'brother' back in highschool, we actually go to the same uni and (technically) live less than a mile apart.. We're close and he always considers me as the little sister he's never had.. We used to tell each other everything.. But now, I haven't seen him for months!!! It's like we're living in the two completely different worlds.. We've been busy and can't seem to find the right time to meet and chat face to face.. I miss him.. I miss the old times..

Then there's one of my girl from epals (my so-called-gang back in highschool.. hehe..).. We go to the different uni and different city.. Not that far, actually.. But still.. The only place where we probably could get together is Jakarta.. Sadly, most of the times that she goes back to Jakarta, I'm not there.. And by the time I go to jakarta, she's not there either.. It's been years since the last time I met her.. Sometimes we catch up by phone.. But it's way less than enough.. :(

And the last one is 'the bestfriend of my life'.. We've been bestfriends since junior high.. She graduated last year and has been working in a bank since then.. She's been soooo busy with her job plus the working-hour is so damn long (she usually gets home by 10 p.m.!!!).. Not to mention she's been having some problems with her boyfriend for some times.. I understand completely that her life may be get a bit messy nowadays, that she feels terribly exhausted.. But as her bestfriend, I want to be there for her.. I want to support her.. I want to listen to her.. But how can I possibly do all those things when she didn't even tell me that she'd changed her cellphone number??? Everytime I called her I just got her voicemail.. I found out her new number anyway, and she apologized.. Still, it made me a bit upset..

Well.. the point of this post is that I miss them.. Badly.. I miss my 'brother', my 'e' from 'epals', and last but definetely not least.. 'the bestfriend of my life'..

'Til we meet again, then..

posted by. niSa.. --<---<@

Friday, February 16, 2007

i'm a pro?? hehehe..

See, this quiz result says that I'm a professional girlfriend.. hahaha.. Should probably get paid for being a pro, huh??? But maybe that'll make me a professional b*tch.. hehehe...

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

posted by. niSa.. --<---<@

Monday, February 5, 2007

in those hands of Yours..

In those hands of Yours
My immortality should lay
Far beyond boundaries
Sail on the river of tears
Upon a million prayers

In those hands of Yours
I shall find a path
For mine to be somewhere
Beneath the merciful thoughts
Lighten as I stumble

In those hands of Yours
My born was written
Through their hands of saintly
The ecstasy has been gathered
And the nuisance has been healed

In those hands of Yours

-Jatinangor, Februaray 2 2007-

posted by. niSa.. --<---<@