Sunday, December 31, 2006

me... counting down...

Hey.. hey.. hey.. 1st of all i'd like to say Happy Ied Adha to you.. Today my whole family gathered at my grand parents' house celebrating the big day.. I ate a lot of lamb.. huhuhu.. Lamb is definetely my fav kinda meat.. Molto delicioso!!! =p

And tonight.. Tonight is New Year's Eve.. Hmmm..I can't believe 2006 is almost over.. There are LOTS of things happened to me this year.. Not only the good ones, but also the terrible ones.. hehehe.. To be honest, this year's been pretty tough for me.. But I'm thankful for everything that happened to me this year.. I believe everything's happened for a reason.. And this "tough year"of mine has made me a stronger..and (hopefully) a better person... =)

Before this year is really over.. I guess I can think back a little while and just answer these questions I've got from FS Bulletin Board.. Just a little self reflection.. ^_^

1) Was 2006 a good year for you?
hmm.. not my favorite year so far..

2) What was your favorite moment of
the year?
my 2 months in middle of nowhere called Sembawa for KKN credits

3) What was your worst moment
hmmm.. that one night (ironically) in the holly month..

4) Where were you when 2006 began?
somewhere around jakarta

5) Who were you with?

6) Where will you be when 2006 ends?
somewhere around jakarta =p

7) Who will you be with when 2006 ends?
them!!! lucky me.. ;)

8) Did you keep your new years
resolution of 2006?
didn't even have new year resolutions

9) Do you have a new years resolution
for 2007?
hmm.. graduate with good grade.. amin..

10) Did you breakup with anyone in
i did

11) Did you make any new friends in
sure.. lots of new friends.. *grinch*

12) Who are your favorite new friends?
them.. my "second family" for the unforgettable two months

13) What was your favorite month of
mmm..december i guess..

14) Did you travel outside the country
in 2006? Where?
once.. only to that teeny tiny island over the sea..

15) How many different country did you
travel to in 2006?
look above..

16) Did you lose anybody close to you
in 2006?

17) Did you miss anybody in the past
yea.. lotta people i guess..

18) What was your favorite movie that
you saw in 2006?
whoa.. i can barely remember.. i saw tons of them..

19) What was your favorite songs from
mmmm... another hard question.. there are many.. but i can only think of "again & again - Jewel" for now..

20) What was your favorite memory from
2006? survival from that terrible 'thing'.. ;)

21) How many concerts did you see in

22) Did you have a favorite concert in
yup.. oka.. oka.. oka..

23) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in

24) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2006?
what kinda drugs? i used some pain killers and some other medication.. hehehe

25) How many people did you kiss in
2006? can I tell? =p

26) Did you do anything you are
ashamed of this year?
kinda.. hehehe.. there was one thing i did that i'm very much ashamed of.. but i'd rather not mention it here.. hehehehe...

Well.. I gotta go now.. I do hope your New Year's Eve is going to be some kinda night to remember... Goodbye 2006!!

Saturday, December 30, 2006

me... being girl.. o^_^o

Here I am.. posting again.. huhuhuh.. I know I've been pretty moody with this blog thingy.. Anyway, I'm home now.. Just got back from bandung half an hour ago..

Yesterday I went to nangor to do my media research assignment which has to be collected this morning.. I spent very long and depressing hours doing that damn assignment I almost cried out loud.. I was so happy when I finally finished it..

After that.. eventhough I was exhausted, yet I still couldn't manage myself to get into bed.. So I reached my cell phone and called Uty.. We chatted for over an hour.. After I hung up with uty.. I tried to call Shinta.. But she didn't pick up.. I guessed she'd been asleep.. But then she called me.. She said she'd fallen asleep but my call woke her up.. And then the whole "girls talk" ritual started again.. I looked at the clock when I finally hung up the phone.. It was almost 2 in the morning! hehehehe.. I spent hours talking on the phone with them but sure it didn't feel that long at all..

Talking with my girls is nothing but fun.. fun.. fun.. We tell each other everything.. We share stories..gossips..anything.. We laugh.. sometimes hysterically.. hehehe.. It's always been fun.. I haven't spent much time with my girls lately.. So at least I try to catch up by phone.. Hopefully after final exam, few weeks from now, we can manage some time to hang out together.. I kinda miss them..

Especially for Diyan, Shinta, Uty, Uwhie, Tiwi, and Ita.. If you read this post, babes.. I'm really looking forward to spending some quality time together with you all.. It's sad we can't celebrate new year together as we planned before.. Anyway, hope you all have a very happy new year.. Love you..

Hmm.. I guess that's all for now.. I'll post again soon.. Hopefully before this year really ends.. Ciao!

Saturday, December 23, 2006

me... being such an ass..

i hurt someone today..

i hurt him..

i hurt someone who's been nothing but a great companion..

i hurt him.. simply because i don't want to hurt him more..

for your eyes only.. *) if you read this post.. i know that my apologize will never be enough..

however, i'm truly sorry for all the pain i've caused you..

and also.. sorry for blaming you for all the things i just couldn't do..

you've done nothing wrong but letting me hurt you this bad..

i'm such a big ass..

*) yeah, it's for you, ndi... :'(

Saturday, December 16, 2006

me.. and my super fantastic mom...

Today is my mom's birthday and i'm dedicating this post for her..

My mom was born in Jakarta 47 years ago.. She married my dad on July 1984 and had me, her 1st child, a year after.. I can really say that my mom is a super cool mom.. She's been more like a best friend to me.. We tell each other everything.. Sometimes we fight, but we always make up.. My mom can be very childish at one time, and very wise at the other time..

I can never imagine any other mom would ask her daughter to skip classes so they could go shopping together, for example.. My mom does those kinda things sometimes.. That doesn't make her an irresponsible mom whatsoever.. It makes her fun.. and makes my friends envy me.. hehehehe..

My mom's taught me so many things about life and showed me how to be tough no matter how hard it's treating me.. She's simply my idol..

There are lotta other things that i'm so proud about my mom.. No words are gonna be enough to describe her.. My Mom is absolutely the figure of a mother i wish to be someday.. It's very amazing to have her as my mother.. I can never thank God enough for that, just as i can never tell her enough how much i love her..


Friday, December 15, 2006

me.. talking about my baby..

I'm so excited that i'm gonna spend this weekend in Jakarta.. I miss everything back home.. I guess it's a good thing to come home for a while in the middle of my hectic schedules, hope it'll recharge my spirit.. hehehe..

One of the things I hate from living away from home is that I can't be around my baby.. Yea, I've had a baby.. hehehe.. Her name is Nonie.. She's my beloved grey-white angora cat.. I’ve had her since she was a 3 month-old kitten.. She’s a big girl now, 5 years old on last November 16, although sometimes she acts as if she were a kitten… Well, she’s more than just a cat to me, she’s my bestfriend, she’s my baby, she’s definitely a part of my family… So sad I couldn’t be home celebrating her birthday last month.. So this post is dedicated for my Nonie…

Nonie Loves:
Cheese (can’t get enough of it)
Any kind of meat
Any kind of fish (as long as it’s not salted)
Ice Cream (especially chocolate and vanilla)
KFC (even just the smell drives her crazy)
Iced tea (odd cat…huhuhu)
Drinking from the sink
Scratching couches (makes my mom pissed)
Being spoiled
Sitting on the roof at night (seducing my neighbour’s cat..hehe)
Being scratched on her neck
Hiding in closet, cabinet, cupboard, anything with doors.. beloved Nonie...

Nonie Hates:
Being yelled at (believe it or not, she usually yells back..)
Spicy foods
Umbrella (dunno why)
Little kids (she hides from them everytime)
Being alone
Big rats (actually, she’s embarassingly afraid of them.. hehehe)
Riding in car
Her vitamins

I guess that's all for now about my Nonie.. more post about her in the future.. MIAOW..

Sunday, December 10, 2006

me.. denying...

Aku dan Bayangan

Mengapa harus terucap sebuah tanya
Saat kau tahu kelu yang terasa
Dalam malam yang menemani
Perjumpaanku dengan sebentuk bayangan

Bukankah tawaku telah menjadikannya nyata
Dan air mataku telah membentuk rupanya
Tapi nyata ternyata hanya di kepala

Perjumpaanku dengan sebentuk bayangan
Membentangkan apa yang mereka kata
Semua yang selalu kutepis
Karena hanya aku yang mengerti rasa

Perjumpaanku dengan sebentuk bayangan
Menyisakan ilusi yang indah
Tentang mu

-my comfy litegreen-maroon room, december 10 2006-

Friday, December 8, 2006

me.. and my so-damn-sexy voice...

woke up this morning with this kinda voice.. hiks.. yeah, i've got flue.. and it's not like i don't know how i get that.. the weather's been awful lately.. very sunny and dry in the day and then non-stop heavy rain in the night.. there are so many people i know who're getting sick from this kinda weather..

for those whose voices sound just as sexy as mine.. for those who sneeze.. for those who've got red noses.. i send you my biggest simphaty.. heheheh.. GET WELL SOON!!!!

Friday, December 1, 2006

me.. on a high..

huahhhh... i'm so happy!!! finally i have internet connection in my room.. no need to spend hours in warnet again.. hihihii..

this morning, Andin, Ida, and I, went to SMUN 5 Bandung to do some research for our Media Literacy Project.. While waiting for the principal, we wandered around the school.. The building's so amazing.. with its antiquated architectures.. such as very high ceiling, huge windows and doors, etc.. my friends actually found the atmosphere's a bit creepy.. hehehe.. but since i've got huge interest in old buildings, i didn't sense anything wrong.. huahh.. i love the school.. the building.. the atmosphere..

and suddenly i miss being high school student.. i had such a great time back in high school.. made great friends also.. if only i could turn back time just for a day.. i'd come back to one of those days.. just to smile again and then freeze the memories forever..

missing my high school buddies rite now.. missing esti, pipiet, lani, shita, alfred, jack, magma, ichad, dhechan, dewi, dwita, arina, nophe, adhek, and everybody whose face and story stays inside my head.. under the big chapter of High School Memory...