Friday, February 27, 2009

My bail is $295.. =p

I've been so swamped with works these days.. It gets more stessful by the day.. no.. by the minute!!! So here I am taking my ten minutes break, trying to put my mind on something else.. I first read this sort of "test" on my friend's facebook note, and I'm putting it on my blog now.. Let's see how much your bail is.. ;)

1) Smoked pot — $10

2) Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk –$50

3) Cheated on your significant other — $10

4) Been in love with two people or more at the same time — $50

5) Said you love someone but didn’t mean it — $25

6) Went streaking — $5

7) Went streaking in broad daylight — $15

Kissed a co-worker– $ 20

9) Kissed your boss –$50

10) Been arrested — $5

11) Spent time in jail — $15

12) Peed in the pool — $0.50

13) Played spin the bottle — $5

14) Done something you regret — $20

15) Slept with your best friend >– $20

16) Been in love with a stripper — $20

17) Went skinny dipping — $5

18) Been slapped– $5

19) Slapped someone– $5

20) Beat up someone — $20

21) Been jumped — $10

22) Ever had sex in a library — $25

23) Dated someone you met on My Space — $25

24) Cheated on test — $50

25) Vandalized something — $20

26) Slept with someone in your parents’ bed — $100

27) Crossed dressed — $10

28) Given money to stripper — $25

29) Flirted with an officer to get out of a ticket– $30

30) Been with someone 15 years younger — $90

31) Kissed some one who’s name you didn’t know –$10

32) Had sex while at work– $75

33) Ever drive drunk (you stupid ass) — $20

34) Used toys while having sex — $30

35) Got drunk, passed out and don’t remember the night before — $20

36) Had sex in a pool — $20

37) Masturbated — $.10 x each time

38) Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend –$20

39) Done oral — $5

40) Got oral — $5

41) Done / got oral in a car while it was moving– $65

42) Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you– $40

43) Stole something — $10

44) Slept with someone who has been in jail — $25

45) Made a dirty home video — $150

46) Published a dirty home video on the internet –$250

47) Had a threesome — $120

48) Had sex in a public place– $220

49) Been in the same room while someone was having sex — $25

50) Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars –$20

51) Had sex with someone 10 years older — $20

52) Kissed a teacher while you were still a student–$80

53) Lied to your mate — $5

54) Lied to your mate about the sex being good — $25

All you got to do is tally up your answers.. and that is how much your bail's worth..

TELL ME.. HAVE YOU BEEN BAD????? *evil grin*

Friday, February 20, 2009

sleeping beauty

Well.. well.. well..

it looks like somebody's getting a little too comfortable on my bed.. ;)

Sleep tight, baby.. Don't pee..

Monday, February 9, 2009

Are You Making Judgements.. or Being Judgemental??

Judgemental, prejudiced and biased individuals make far-reaching pronouncements based on limited information. We all know such people. Their false and extreme generalizations give them away. "Anyone who uses curse words is obviously stupid and uneducated!" "Rock-and-roll fans don’t know the first thing about music!" "People who don’t regularly attend religious services are heathens!"

Most people realize that being judgemental is an unattractive trait. If you look around, you’ll find that most judgemental people are disliked and avoided. The answer to Mom’s reproach, "Why don’t you call your mother more often?" if truthful would probably be, "Because you’re judgemental and tend to pick on me, so it’s unpleasant to talk to you." When people stop being judgemental, they often discover a level of personal happiness that had eluded them.

Yet none of us can help forming opinions of other people. So how does judgemental thinking differ from making judgements? Judgemental people state their views and observations in authoritative terms; they decree what is right and wrong, what should and should not be, what is good or bad. Making a simple judgement, however, does not carry these ominous overtones. "Billy has poor table manners" is a judgement. The judgemental person would add something, such as "Therefore, he’s a slob who was raised by cavemen!"

We make judgements constantly. "He’s good-looking." "She dresses well." "He seems to lack a good sense of humor." "She’s overweight."

In forming opinions or making judgements, there is no moral overtone, no further conclusions are drawn, no inferences are made about the person’s character. We just have the observation or the perception.

As soon as we add "therefore" to the observation, we are likely to be judgemental. "He talks very slowly," is an observation, "therefore, he must be stupid" is a judgemental conclusion.

If you look out for your own "therefores" you are less likely to sit in judgement over your fellow human beings, which will be all to the good for you and them.


Adapted from The 60-Second Shrink: 101 Strategies for Staying Sane in a Crazy World, by Arnold A. Lazarus, Ph.D. and Clifford N. Lazarus, Ph.D. Available at online and local bookstores or directly from Impact Publishers, Inc., PO Box 6016, Atascadero, CA 93423-6016. Phone 1-800-246-7228.

Sunday, February 8, 2009


Was it you? Screaming out inside my head
Enormously loud but I could barely hear
Painful as if it were poisoning my blood
Desperate like there were no such thing as an end
Earthbound as all angels lost their wings

Was it you? Crawling in the dimness of my consciousness
Craving to be seen
Exhausted from the fight with the beast inside
Torn as the whiteflag I once refused to raise
Trembling but unwilling to surrender

Was it you?
Are you still there?
or have you given up?
I’ve made peace with myself
Are you still there?

-Jatinangor, April 22, 2006-

Saturday, February 7, 2009

let me tell you how it feels

it feels


standing in line for a day, all psyched,

to get Alanis Morissette ticket

and two minutes after you had finally got it

they told you

that the concert got cancelled


Friday, February 6, 2009

Sara Melson - Never Been Hurt Before

This song has a magical healing power for me.. I love her voice as well..

Thursday, February 5, 2009

doubutsu uranai thingy.. (hmm, whatever that means =p)



  • You are Blue Panther, who is cheerful, lively and light hearted person.
  • You can keep reason and emotion at a good balance.
  • You are gentle and peaceful too.
  • You have deep and wide relationships with people, and there are some whom you would have a long relationship with.
  • You possess fashionable sense and are well dressed that make people turn around in the street.
  • You are not good at objective way of thinking.
  • You rely on your preferences, and the instinct of that moment.
  • Therefore you cannot accumulate plans.
  • You are also weak on making quick solutions and coming out with conclusions through careful and strict analysis.
  • You tend to not be able to find your life objective.
  • You find your objective through the situation you are in, and by the support of the people around you.
  • This makes your life divide into two sections, and there may be a possibility that you may lead a totally different life.
  • You are extremely sensitive and possess natural sense of instinct.
  • You think too much about people's opinion, and are always feeling unsettled.
  • You are a romantic sort of person in that you lead your life according to your beliefs rather than depending on talent and capability.
  • Even after you get married, you should keep your career that requires your good fashion sense.
  • You will be a good but rather obstinate wife and a mother.

Get yours here.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

sakit =,(

Hari ini tepar sajaaaaa di rumah. Hiks. Penyebabnya adalah hal2 di bawah ini:

  • First day of my period, yang seperti biasa "dimeriahkan" dengan cramp super duper dahsyat bikin gw guling2an di tempat tidur seharian. Posisi kayak gimanapun salaaaaah aja bawaannya. Gw iriiiiiiiiii sama cw2 yang nyantai2 aja klo lagi having period!!! Period gw hampir selalu diramaikan dengan cramp yang gila2an sampe suka ga bisa ngapa2in gitu.. Dokter gw sih nyaranin untuk check ke spesialis obsgyn.. Tapi gw takuuuuuuutt.. Huhuhu..
  • Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Beuhhh. Nyiksa bangeeeeetttt rasanyaaaaaaaaaaaa!! :(
  • Fever. Last time I got checked, it was 39.5 degree Celcius.

Sudah minum 3 macam obat plus satu vitamin. So far sudah mendingan walaupun masih menunggu obatnya bekerja penuh (
come on, hurry please!!!). Maunya sih tidur biar sakitnya ga terasa. Tapiiiii, seharian ini udah tidur LUMAYAN banyak, jadi sekarang ga ngantuk sama skali.. :,(


Get well soon, Me!!!