me... being such an ass..

i hurt someone today..

i hurt him..

i hurt someone who's been nothing but a great companion..

i hurt him.. simply because i don't want to hurt him more..


for your eyes only.. *) if you read this post.. i know that my apologize will never be enough..

however, i'm truly sorry for all the pain i've caused you..

and also.. sorry for blaming you for all the things i just couldn't do..

you've done nothing wrong but letting me hurt you this bad..

i'm such a big ass..


*) yeah, it's for you, ndi... :'(