Saturday, January 27, 2007

straight jacket feeling

I remember a few months ago.. There was one windy night, me and some friends hung out together.. We wanted to cheer my broken-hearted friend.. We talked.. We laughed.. We sang.. Tried our best to make him smile..

From all of the songs we sang that night.. There's one song that I remember the most.. There's one that until now, everytime I hear that song.. I remember him.. My broken-hearted friend.. And I remember that night.. The night I saw true pain in his eyes.. Eventhough he finally smiled, he just couldn't hide the sorrow..

Here's the song... Straight Jacket Feeling from The All American Rejects..

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel


Try this on, straight jacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win

Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you


Sadly, I've never seen him again since that night.. I don't know how he is right now.. Hopefully his pain's healed.. He's a good man.. I pray for him to find his true love.. I pray for him to be happy.. No matter where he is right now.. No matter what he's doing.. Simply because he deserves it..


posted by. niSa.. --<---<@

4 comments:

ade January 27, 2007 at 4:31 PM  

apa kabar si ibu teh? ade rajin loh baca blog nya kamu, tampilannya yg sekarang bagus euy
simple...

ini cerita kok ade serasa familiar yah...kamu teh meuni sombong pisan ngga pernah nongkrong lagi sama anak2, pada kangen tau!ayo sih ketemuan,kita nyanyi straight jacket feeling lagi buat A**** (nama harus dirahasiakan demi kemaslihatan umat)he3

niSa..--<---<@ January 27, 2007 at 10:11 PM  

ade: ya ampyuun.. gw tau siy lo ol mulu, tp gw baru tau lo suka baca2 blog gw.. jadi malu..=p gw baik2 saja ky lagunya Ratu.. lo sndiri gmana?? anak2 yg lain gmn?? A**** msh patah hati ga?? (iya2 tau ga blh nyebut merek kan?) mmm, pengen sihh ktemu kalian smua.. tapi kan di sana justru ada yg ga mau ktmu gw gtu deeeh.. hehehe.. you know what i mean lah, de..

satpamnya ade January 28, 2007 at 12:28 AM  

parrrraaahhh loe!!!!!!!gak pernah ke tempat gue lagi
jadi gitu sekarang,nis?

niSa..--<---<@ January 29, 2007 at 11:34 AM  

satpamnya ade: waduuu..kok gtu siy bosss.. hehehe.. ntar deh gw main lg ke tempatlo.. ntar kita balapan makan bigmac lg ya.. hehehehe.. sungguh tolol..