me... being girl.. o^_^o

Here I am.. posting again.. huhuhuh.. I know I've been pretty moody with this blog thingy.. Anyway, I'm home now.. Just got back from bandung half an hour ago..

Yesterday I went to nangor to do my media research assignment which has to be collected this morning.. I spent very long and depressing hours doing that damn assignment I almost cried out loud.. I was so happy when I finally finished it..

After that.. eventhough I was exhausted, yet I still couldn't manage myself to get into bed.. So I reached my cell phone and called Uty.. We chatted for over an hour.. After I hung up with uty.. I tried to call Shinta.. But she didn't pick up.. I guessed she'd been asleep.. But then she called me.. She said she'd fallen asleep but my call woke her up.. And then the whole "girls talk" ritual started again.. I looked at the clock when I finally hung up the phone.. It was almost 2 in the morning! hehehehe.. I spent hours talking on the phone with them but sure it didn't feel that long at all..

Talking with my girls is nothing but fun.. fun.. fun.. We tell each other everything.. We share stories..gossips..anything.. We laugh.. sometimes hysterically.. hehehe.. It's always been fun.. I haven't spent much time with my girls lately.. So at least I try to catch up by phone.. Hopefully after final exam, few weeks from now, we can manage some time to hang out together.. I kinda miss them..

Especially for Diyan, Shinta, Uty, Uwhie, Tiwi, and Ita.. If you read this post, babes.. I'm really looking forward to spending some quality time together with you all.. It's sad we can't celebrate new year together as we planned before.. Anyway, hope you all have a very happy new year.. Love you..

Hmm.. I guess that's all for now.. I'll post again soon.. Hopefully before this year really ends.. Ciao!

me... being such an ass..

i hurt someone today..

i hurt him..

i hurt someone who's been nothing but a great companion..

i hurt him.. simply because i don't want to hurt him more..


for your eyes only.. *) if you read this post.. i know that my apologize will never be enough..

however, i'm truly sorry for all the pain i've caused you..

and also.. sorry for blaming you for all the things i just couldn't do..

you've done nothing wrong but letting me hurt you this bad..

i'm such a big ass..


*) yeah, it's for you, ndi... :'(

me.. and my super fantastic mom...

Today is my mom's birthday and i'm dedicating this post for her..

My mom was born in Jakarta 47 years ago.. She married my dad on July 1984 and had me, her 1st child, a year after.. I can really say that my mom is a super cool mom.. She's been more like a best friend to me.. We tell each other everything.. Sometimes we fight, but we always make up.. My mom can be very childish at one time, and very wise at the other time..

I can never imagine any other mom would ask her daughter to skip classes so they could go shopping together, for example.. My mom does those kinda things sometimes.. That doesn't make her an irresponsible mom whatsoever.. It makes her fun.. and makes my friends envy me.. hehehehe..

My mom's taught me so many things about life and showed me how to be tough no matter how hard it's treating me.. She's simply my idol..

There are lotta other things that i'm so proud about my mom.. No words are gonna be enough to describe her.. My Mom is absolutely the figure of a mother i wish to be someday.. It's very amazing to have her as my mother.. I can never thank God enough for that, just as i can never tell her enough how much i love her..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MA.. WISH YOU ALL THE BEST.. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH AN INCREDIBLE MOM FOR ME, OGI, AND AI (AND NONIE.. hehehe).. LOVE YOU!!!!

me.. talking about my baby..

I'm so excited that i'm gonna spend this weekend in Jakarta.. I miss everything back home.. I guess it's a good thing to come home for a while in the middle of my hectic schedules, hope it'll recharge my spirit.. hehehe..

One of the things I hate from living away from home is that I can't be around my baby.. Yea, I've had a baby.. hehehe.. Her name is Nonie.. She's my beloved grey-white angora cat.. I’ve had her since she was a 3 month-old kitten.. She’s a big girl now, 5 years old on last November 16, although sometimes she acts as if she were a kitten… Well, she’s more than just a cat to me, she’s my bestfriend, she’s my baby, she’s definitely a part of my family… So sad I couldn’t be home celebrating her birthday last month.. So this post is dedicated for my Nonie…

Nonie Loves:
Cheese (can’t get enough of it)
Bread
Sardines
Any kind of meat
Any kind of fish (as long as it’s not salted)
Ice Cream (especially chocolate and vanilla)
KFC (even just the smell drives her crazy)
Iced tea (odd cat…huhuhu)
Drinking from the sink
Scratching couches (makes my mom pissed)
Being spoiled
Sitting on the roof at night (seducing my neighbour’s cat..hehe)
Rain
Being scratched on her neck
Hiding in closet, cabinet, cupboard, anything with doors..

...my beloved Nonie...

Nonie Hates:
Being yelled at (believe it or not, she usually yells back..)
Spicy foods
Flies
Umbrella (dunno why)
Lizard
Little kids (she hides from them everytime)
Being alone
Bells
Big rats (actually, she’s embarassingly afraid of them.. hehehe)
Riding in car
Her vitamins

I guess that's all for now about my Nonie.. more post about her in the future.. MIAOW..

me.. denying...

Aku dan Bayangan

Mengapa harus terucap sebuah tanya
Saat kau tahu kelu yang terasa
Dalam malam yang menemani
Perjumpaanku dengan sebentuk bayangan

Bukankah tawaku telah menjadikannya nyata
Dan air mataku telah membentuk rupanya
Tapi nyata ternyata hanya di kepala

Perjumpaanku dengan sebentuk bayangan
Membentangkan apa yang mereka kata
Semua yang selalu kutepis
Karena hanya aku yang mengerti rasa

Perjumpaanku dengan sebentuk bayangan
Menyisakan ilusi yang indah
Tentang mu

-my comfy litegreen-maroon room, december 10 2006-

me.. and my so-damn-sexy voice...

woke up this morning with this kinda voice.. hiks.. yeah, i've got flue.. and it's not like i don't know how i get that.. the weather's been awful lately.. very sunny and dry in the day and then non-stop heavy rain in the night.. there are so many people i know who're getting sick from this kinda weather..

for those whose voices sound just as sexy as mine.. for those who sneeze.. for those who've got red noses.. i send you my biggest simphaty.. heheheh.. GET WELL SOON!!!!

me.. on a high..

huahhhh... i'm so happy!!! finally i have internet connection in my room.. no need to spend hours in warnet again.. hihihii..

this morning, Andin, Ida, and I, went to SMUN 5 Bandung to do some research for our Media Literacy Project.. While waiting for the principal, we wandered around the school.. The building's so amazing.. with its antiquated architectures.. such as very high ceiling, huge windows and doors, etc.. my friends actually found the atmosphere's a bit creepy.. hehehe.. but since i've got huge interest in old buildings, i didn't sense anything wrong.. huahh.. i love the school.. the building.. the atmosphere..

and suddenly i miss being high school student.. i had such a great time back in high school.. made great friends also.. if only i could turn back time just for a day.. i'd come back to one of those days.. just to smile again and then freeze the memories forever..

missing my high school buddies rite now.. missing esti, pipiet, lani, shita, alfred, jack, magma, ichad, dhechan, dewi, dwita, arina, nophe, adhek, and everybody whose face and story stays inside my head.. under the big chapter of High School Memory...